I'm getting weary of my busy life. I need a good rest, a really effective relaxing way to soothe and calm myself. I really miss form 3 and form 4, where my life was really tranquil. Unlike now, life is getting harder and harder.
People say there are 5 simple rules to be happy,
- Free your heart from hatred. (I don't hate because hating a person is so tiring.)
- Free your mind from worries. (I should free my mind from thinking about the SPM shit.)
- Live simple. (So I should transform all the complicated problems into minor problems so that my mind will keep simple all the time?)
- Give more. (Sometimes people can't see what I've contributed...in fact, they only need you when they are in problems but when they don't have problems, they treat you like nothing.)
- Expect less. (Cannot. I cannot expect less as I'm putting high hopes for myself. I want everything to be (at least) good BUT I feel being like this is so exhausting...)
I should really cheer myself up with the upcoming meeting session with Jay Chou but I don't understand why is my heart still feeling empty? What do I really want?
Forever alone. T.T
People say there are 5 simple rules to be happy,
- Free your heart from hatred. (I don't hate because hating a person is so tiring.)
- Free your mind from worries. (I should free my mind from thinking about the SPM shit.)
- Live simple. (So I should transform all the complicated problems into minor problems so that my mind will keep simple all the time?)
- Give more. (Sometimes people can't see what I've contributed...in fact, they only need you when they are in problems but when they don't have problems, they treat you like nothing.)
- Expect less. (Cannot. I cannot expect less as I'm putting high hopes for myself. I want everything to be (at least) good BUT I feel being like this is so exhausting...)
I should really cheer myself up with the upcoming meeting session with Jay Chou but I don't understand why is my heart still feeling empty? What do I really want?
Forever alone. T.T
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